# Kaiuree > [!danger]- Red – Major Spoiler > > > ![[Kaiuree Inspiration Plakat Stroke.jpg|300]] > > Kaiuree - or also called “The Kaiuree” is a goddess. Well, not really, because gods don’t exist, but she’s treated as one. For most of the story, she’s the Antagonist. She’s the only character apart from [[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]] who is present in all levels of reality. In the Kaiuree’naos, she’s the system adminstrator of [[Peter Pankratius Pek]]’s brain. We might want to invent a better name for this, like ([[TBD better word for the system admin role in the brain]]). In [[Etral'han💭]], she’s seen as a goddess - but with a different story for each people: For the [[Species - Abyssno’i ✅]], she’s the goddess of wisdom and knowledge, knowing everything and connecting the dots, seeing the truth behind the noise. For the [[Species - Magox’i✅]], she’s the goddess of passion, fueling the world with love, adventure, excitement, and sparkle. For the [[Species - Ksall'i ✅]], she’s an evil goddess, the goddess of seduction and death and addiction and (TBD Untugend, TBD The positive god of the [[Species - Ksall'i ✅]]). And in the real world, she’s seen - by [[Peter Pankratius Pek]] - as the Childlike Empress in The Neverending Story, somehow representing his distored path from the purely positive character from a childhood novel towards the complex, difficult to grasp ways of an adult soul. As she’s within [[Peter Pankratius Pek]], her consciousness is 33 years old. However, as all system administrators, she possesses the propositional knowledge, the pure information, from all generations before, and so her information knowledge is millions of years old, formed in evolutionairy times. > > So what do we know [[About Me and My Work]] this strange character? > > First thing we know is **that she knows allmost everything, sees almost everything - but can’t really intervene**. That’s the tragic of her existence - she’s a Kassandra Figure. She grew up with allmost all the available information of thousands and thousands of generations, but she didn’t have the experiences, the consiousness, to use it. Then, when she grew up together with[[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]], her consiousness formed, and it was massively influenced by her inability to do something [[About Me and My Work]] Peters choices. She’s not entirely powerless, though. What she can do (similar to [[!🧭 Unmasking|ADHD]]) is to sabotage[[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]]’s dopamin and noadrenalin by emptying the reservoir, freeing the Cervézard, making him cranky, anxious, forgetful etc. She does so mostly when she’s depressed or angry or frustrated. Also, when she get’s Relt’ionin, she can do the opposite, strengthen the walls of the reservoir, and so help [[Peter Pankratius Pek]] to be focused, clear, and decisive. However, that’s not really a lot. > > Then, we know that over time, she has become **depressive, sarcastic, and hopeless.** She’s a good character at heart, as she has an obious interest in[[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]] thriving and being happy, as this fulfills her purpose. However, as [[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]] is taking more and more wrong decisions and dealing in a not helpful way with his life events, she understood that her dreams, hopes and the potential of her entire existence are never going to bear fruits. And so she went down the route of sarcasm and bitterness. Most importantly, she lost the ability to be joyful. She also started smoking, drinking, and getting some develish fun out of making[[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]] do crazy mistakes. She like playing with him, because she’s incredibly bored by his life. With this, her goal changes to just survival and having a bit of dry and sarcastic fun with it. But then, in the moments when not all hope is lost, she thinks that if [[Peter Pankratius Pek|Peter]] would face the harsh truth about his existence - his lonelyness - that this might turn things around. And that’s why she uses her powers to seduce him into reading “The Neverending Story”, experimenting with the name of the Childlike Empress, and eventually even allows him to enter [[Etral'han💭]] - something that is not supposed to happen and breaks all rules for brain system administrators. Her hope is that when he’s in [[Etral'han💭]], he will understand that he’s different - and that he might find friends, and relate based on his true self. But as the story passes, the Relat’ionin reservoir is drying out more and more, until she decides that it’s the best to die. > > A third detail we know about her is that **she is an ape.** More precisely, she’s a Mandrill like character, dressed in an olive green worker’s uniform, with colorful lines on her snout. We don’t really know why she is an ape, it’s a bit of a mystery. Most people’s system administrators are human shaped, but in Peters family, they are apes. Sometime in evolution, they took a detour, continuing the path of human evolution only partially, but keeping some characteristics of the close relatives of homo sapiens. There’s no real knowing why this happend, probably it’s just a game of nature. Chance. However, this has consequences - because as an Ape, she has less capabilites to administer Peters brain in the way it’s supposed to work. For example, she’s more impulsive than human shaped system administrators, and sometimes develops a develish and childlike joy in mischief and detours. She can also be quite erratic and forgetful, not tending to her business for weeks and months. > > Forth, we know that… oh wow, it’s really difficult to describe her because she’s such a strange character. Let’s think about it. How is it like to be a goddess while not having power at the same time. It would dist > > I had a technical problem with saving what I had written, so here’s a short summary of the main ideas: > > - She’s depressive and cynical because she can only intervene via the [[Relation’in✅]] reservoir > - She’s an ape because of the evolutionairy detour > - She wants to maniulate [[Peter Pankratius Pek]] into facing the truth because she hopes this will fill the [[Relation’in✅]] reservoir again. When this doens’t work, she wants to die > - She’s seen as a godess in [[Etral'han💭]] - Wisdom (for [[Species - Abyssno’i ✅]]), Passion (for [[Species - Magox’i✅]]) and Seduction/Lust (for [[Species - Ksall'i ✅]]) ^0d8d76 Next [[Kathy ✅]]